Her Grandmother's
Gloves
Tearfully, Anna tried to concentrate as her grandmother's
will was read out to the assembled family.
The old lady had a large estate, having been wealthy and it was a
foregone conclusion that Anna's mother and two aunts would be left the greater
part of the fortune. The funeral had
been the day before and Anna missed her grandmother desperately. Her mind was miles away, remembering the last
time she'd seen her. Then Anna's name
was read out, bringing her back to the present.
Her grandmother's solicitor was saying something about some gloves which
had been bequeathed to Anna. The sixth
former felt privileged that her grandmother had left something specifically for
her. It was an unexpected surprise.
After the will
had been read out, the family went to a local pub for lunch where they
discussed the will.
'You're lucky to
have those gloves, Anna,' her grandmother's best friend Harriet told her. 'They may not seem like much, but wait till
you see them. They're beautiful,
wonderful quality and the stitching is exquisite. Muriel wore them to the dance where she first
met your grandfather.'
Anna nodded, then
sighed. 'I'd much rather have Gran here
with me than her gloves,' she said.
'Of course dear,'
Harriet replied. 'We'd all rather she
was alive, cracking her jokes and making us laugh.'
The family's time
at the pub seemed to Anna to last an eternity.
It was Anna's maternal grandmother who'd died, so in one corner of the
room her father was comforting her mother, who, devastated by her loss, was
crying quietly. In another corner,
Anna's two aunts were sitting with their husbands and children, sniffing and
dabbing at their eyes. Anna looked sadly
around the room, her view taking in her younger brothers. Although they had loved their grandmother,
they found family gatherings rather boring and were probably wishing they could
be out on their skateboards.
Anna, too, wanted
to be away from it all, to be in her room at home in peace and quiet, where she
could think straight and start to come to terms with her loss. Although her grandmother had been elderly and
ill, Anna, like her mother, had been wishing that somehow she would pull
through and be all right again. Now she
had to face the future without Gran's warm hugs and sensible advice. It seemed an age before the family all left
the pub, and Anna was glad to get home.
It was a while before Anna was given the gloves because her
grandmother's things had to be sorted, which took time. A couple of weeks later, however, her mother
came into her room with a packet.
'I have something
for you here, Anna,' she said.
'Is it the
gloves?' Anna asked eagerly.
Her mother
nodded. 'I think so. Here you are.
Open it.'
Anna began to
open the packet, then hesitated. 'Would
you mind leaving Mum?' she asked. 'I'd
like to do this alone.'
When her mother
had gone downstairs, Anna gingerly unwrapped the package. She was afraid of damaging the gloves. Lifting them out of the tissue paper, she
could see that Harriet had been right about them. They were exquisite. Although they were plain black, they had been
beautifully stitched and Anna could tell that a great deal of time had gone in
to making them. She was about to throw
away the tissue paper when something on it caught her eye. She could just about work out some familiar,
shaky, handwriting. It said,
'I hope you will
wear these my dear, so that you can catch a glimpse of what it felt like to be
me at your age.'
Anna was intrigued. What did had she meant by 'catch a
glimpse'? Impulsively, she put them
on. As she did so she saw her
surroundings blur and change. Scared,
she rubbed her eyes but still everything was out of focus. After a few seconds she could see again. Shocked, Anna realised that she wasn't in her
bedroom any more but in an unfamiliar room, a different bedroom. The bedroom was big, airy and lavishly
decorated, with heavy red velvet curtains drawn across generous-sized windows,
and there was a large wooden bed in the centre of the room, with a purple
quilted satin bedspread. Obviously
someone wealthy lived here. There was an
antiquated looking radio on a stand by the bed, giving the bedroom an
old-fashioned feel.
'What's going
on?' she said aloud.
'What do you mean 'what's going on'?' a
voice replied cheerfully.
Anna saw, with a
start, a girl about her own age standing in front of her, dressed in a floor
length emerald green gown which looked as though it was vintage. Stunned, she sat with her mouth hanging open,
until the girl said laughingly, 'Are you trying to catch flies, Muriel? Come on. Hurry up! We've only got half an hour.'
'Muriel?' she
asked, bemused. 'My name's Anna.'
The girl looked
at her critically. 'Have you been having
a bit of a tipple?' she asked.
'I...no, you
don't understand,' Anna protested. 'My
name's not Muriel, it's Anna and...'
The girl stood in
front of Anna, looking down at her sternly.
'Listen to me, Muriel,' she said firmly.
'I won't tell your parents and I know you're nervous about tonight. But alcohol is not the way to solve your
problems.'
Before Anna could
say another word, the girl was dragging her out of the bedroom and down a majestic staircase. As she was pulled along, Anna caught a
glimpse of herself in a long mirror which faced the stairs. She gasped.
Her appearance was completely different.
She was wearing the gloves which were so long they reached her elbows
and she was dressed in a floor length black gown with a puddle train. The gown had sequins arranged in intricate
patterns on the bottom half and the top half of the dress had thin straps going
over her shoulders, with a criss cross design on the bust. But what dismayed her the most was that her
face was no longer hers: that is to say her face was someone else's. And she recognised it. Although it was a lot younger than Anna had
ever seen it, it was her grandmother's face.
'Come on,' the
girl said impatiently, grabbing her arm again.
'We're late.'
Before Anna had
time to say anything, she was swept away out of the house and into an old
fashioned car, so old that Anna realised she was no longer in the twenty first
century. She found herself being bundled
into the back of it and a chauffeur was saying in a strong Cockney accent,
'All right, young
ladies?'
Looking at her
companion, Anna said, 'You're Harriet?' at which the girl rolled her eyes and,
giving a conspiratorial glance to the chauffeur, said,
'You've had way
too much to drink, Muriel.'
Anna sighed. As the car moved off, she gazed out into the
black night, wondering what she could do about her situation. It was hopeless. All she could do was to play along, pretend
she was her grandmother and hope that, somehow, she would eventually be
transported home.
Although the
journey seemed to take forever, the car being a lot slower than Anna was used
to, they eventually reached their destination.
She saw a fine old country house similar to those she'd visited with her
parents sometimes. As she got out of the
car, she shivered and wrapped the fur coat, which Harriet had thrown to her
earlier on their way out to the car, tightly around her. It was a clear, starry night and rather
cold. Seeing other people, also in
evening dress, making their way to the front entrance of the house Anna felt a
nervous feeling in the pit of her stomach.
She followed Harriet in through the grand front entrance, pausing
briefly to look up and admire the beautiful painted ceiling.
Coming close to
Anna, Harriet whispered in her ear, 'I think he's going to be here tonight.'
'Who?' Anna
asked.
'The man every
girl wants to be with,' Harriet replied.
'George Roberts. You'll love
him. He's such a dreamboat and he'd be
just right for you.' And she pointed to a handsome young man standing across
the hallway, smiling at them. He raised
his hand to wave. Anna thought she
recognised him. There was something so
familiar about his face. She raised a
hand to wave back, then realised he was waving, not to her, but to a glamorous
looking young woman standing next to them.
Glancing at Harriet, Anna saw her scowling.
'The vulture,'
she said nastily. 'Patricia's always
after some poor fellow. But I'm not
going to let her get her claws into George.
Not this time.' So saying, she
grabbed Anna's hand and stalked over to the young man who had turned to greet
an acquaintance.
'Hello Mr
Roberts,' Harriet said sweetly. 'You
remember me, don't you?'
George looked
blank.
'Harriet
Wallace. You went to school with my
brother. This is my friend Muriel
Price.'
George looked a
bit surprised at Harriet's boldness, but said politely, 'Oh yes, I
remember. Your brother's Thomas. How is he these days?'
'Enjoying life in
the army,' Harriet replied, nudging Anna to say something.
'Is this your
first time at a ball?' she asked lamely.
George gave her an odd look.
'No,' he said
with some confusion in his voice. He
seemed bemused. Anna could sense, rather
than see, Harriet looking daggers at her.
'We'll speak
again later. We must hang our coats up,'
she said in a saccharine voice, dragging Anna away from George towards the
cloakroom where an attendant was waiting to take their coats from them. Then they walked on into the grand ballroom,
where dozens of young men and women were milling around in posh frocks and
suits, all pretending not to be interested in each other and failing
miserably. But what Anna noticed most was
the thick veil of smoke that hung in the air.
Everyone seemed to be smoking, some of the girls obviously seeing their
cigarette as a fashion accessory.
Harriet interrupted her thoughts
by tugging her arm impatiently and, finding them a slightly more secluded area
of the room, she hissed in a low voice,
'“Is this your
first time at a ball?” What a ridiculous question! What were you thinking of? What's wrong with you? No, don't tell me. It's the wine. You've really got the taste for it, haven't
you?'
Anna was unsure
of how to respond. She could try
sticking up for herself and explain to Harriet that she wasn't really Muriel,
she was Anna and she didn't have a clue who everyone was and what she was doing
here. Or she could play along with what
Harriet was saying, pretend she'd been drinking and that she was her
grandmother, hoping against hope that she'd wake up soon and this would all be
a bad dream.
'Well, to be
truthful, I did have some of my father's whisky to drink tonight. I might have had a bit of Mother's wine too,'
she said.
Harriet's face
took on a pained expression.
'You should never
mix your drinks, Muriel,' she groaned.
'That's the cardinal rule.'
Anna pretended to
look contrite. 'I'm sorry Harriet. I was just so nervous about tonight.' Thinking quickly, she added, 'So if I forget
who people are tonight or start behaving strangely, I'd be very grateful if you
could cover for me.'
By now Harriet
had her head in her hands, shaking it in despair.
'Fine. I'll make sure you don't look a complete
fool. But you'll owe me a big favour for
this, Muriel.' Anna nodded gratefully
and followed Harriet into the centre of the room, where the band was playing
and people were beginning to dance. In
spite of her best efforts to remain calm, Anna was shaking and hoped no one
could see.
Looking at the
entrance to the room, she saw George Roberts striding towards them with
Patricia.
'Oh it's not her
again is it?' Harriet whispered in
Anna's ear.
But Anna's
attention was focused on George. As she
looked at him it struck her. He was her
grandfather. She hadn't recognised him
at first because he'd died when she was still quite young. Now, she could visualise the photo she'd seen
many times of him and her grandmother on their wedding day. It had been during the war, so he was in his
soldier's uniform and her grandmother had worn a simple but pretty dress. They had met on the night of a Grand Charity
Ball, not long before he was called up.
Then it dawned on
her. This was the ball. This was the one chance her grandmother had
had to get George's attention. She
remembered that Gran had often said it was a wonder they had ever got together
in the first place as she had been so painfully shy. What if Anna were here in the past for a
purpose? Maybe the reason was so that
she could make sure her grandparents got
together. But if so, she was really
messing up. So far, George had more or
less ignored her and she wasn't helping matters by being so tongue tied.
Gulping, Anna felt herself go all hot.
She was feeling panicky. Pull
yourself together, she told herself. Go
and talk to him. So, feigning
confidence, she walked over to George, with no idea of what to say. She needn't have worried. As she approached him, he said,
'It's Miss Price,
isn't it?' Anna hesitated for a moment,
still unused to being called by her grandmother's name.
'Yes, but do call
me...Muriel,' she said, remembering just in time to use her grandmother's
name. 'It's my first big dance,' she
said truthfully, ignoring Patricia's scathing look, 'and I'm not used to seeing
so many people together at once.' Which,
in a way, was true. Anna was much more used to clubbing with her college friends and
she had never felt so conspicuous as she did tonight. Now she was expecting George to be scornful
of her but, to her surprise, he took her by the arm and walked her away from a
gawping Patricia and Harriet, whispering in her ear,
'I'd do anything
to get away from those ninnies.'
'Harriet's not a
ninny,' Anna said indignantly, feeling in spite of Harriet's treatment of her
that she ought to defend her grandmother's best friend.
'All right, maybe
she's not,' he said impatiently, 'but Patricia certainly is and Harriet seems
to go out of her way to put people in their place.'
'You know Harriet
quite well then?' Anna asked.
'Just a little,
really. As she said, I went to school with her brother for a while and I met
her once or twice. I seem to remember
she could be a pain in the neck, always thinking she knew best and everyone
else was wrong. At least, that's what her brother said.'
'I could believe
that,' Anna agreed. Harriet had
obviously improved over time. Anna had
only ever known the older Harriet to be a kindly, helpful person.
'That was before
my family moved away to Rhodesia,' George added.
'Rhodesia?' Anna
asked bemused. Then, remembering what
Gran had told her about her grandfather, she realised he meant Zimbabwe. 'Oh yes.... Rhodesia. That's a long way from home. Did you get homesick?' She knew she must be sounding really stupid,
but didn't know what else to say, so it was a welcome surprise to her when,
instead of rebuffing her, George sighed, saying,
'Yes. I missed my school friends and my
grandparents. It was so hard to adjust
to life out there. Father was working a
lot in his job with the government and Mother had problems with her nerves.'
'Her nerves?'
'Yes. She had a nervous condition which meant she
couldn't cope very well with the stresses and strains that came with the move
to a foreign country.' She probably had
depression, Anna thought. As if in
sympathy with George's mother, a wave of nervousness hit her as she saw they'd
reached the dance floor.
'Would you like
to dance, Muriel?' George asked diffidently.
'I'd love to,'
Anna replied.
The dance steps
were hard to master as, although she'd had a few lessons in formal ballroom
dancing, she wasn't used to it, being more used to the flashing lights and semi-darkness
of a nightclub dance floor. But
gradually, with George leading the way, Anna began to relax a little and it got
easier as she went along. It was a
strange, unnerving feeling, dancing with her grandfather. As he spun her around the dance floor, her
puddle train swirling, Anna could easily see why Gran had fallen for him. He was certainly dishy, she thought as she
looked into his hazel eyes which were just like her mother's. As they danced, George talked to her about
his hopes of becoming a solicitor. Anna
remembered that her mother had talked about Anna's grandfather eventually
rising to become a barrister.
She found herself
wishing that she could have lived her grandmother's life. Things were more straightforward in the
past. You met a boy at a dance and then,
some way down the line, you married him.
That was her view of her grandmother's life, although she knew it was
simplistic and that the years that followed during the Second World War must have been tough.
The music that
had been playing drew to a close and the dancers and onlookers gave the band a
round of applause. Anna felt herself
being ushered towards a quieter part of the hall by George. She felt awkward because, although outwardly
she looked like her grandmother's younger self, inside she was still very much
Anna and this was her grandfather who was courting her. George sat her down on one of the plump sofas
lining the walls of the ballroom. He
sounded shy as he said softly,
'Miss
Price...Muriel. I wanted to tell you
that...' He paused. 'There's going to be
a war,' he announced, as if he were a newsreader.
'I know,' Anna
said, then bit her lip. Obviously she
shouldn't reveal too much.
'You know?' he
asked, surprised.
'I...I've been
following events in Germany on the wireless,' she ad-libbed, using an archaic
word so she didn't sound too modern, 'and I think you're right.'
George looked
impressed. 'Well then, what I'm about to
say won't startle you too much. I think
we, you and I, should get to know each other better, because you never know
what lies around the corner. Anything
could happen and we might not have another chance.'
Anna nodded,
remembering what Gran had told her about the war; that nothing had been certain
and that many couples married in the early days of their relationship.
'What did you
have in mind?' Anna asked.
'My family are
having a dinner party next Thursday,' George replied. 'I was wondering if you wanted to join
us?'
Anna felt on edge
again. Would she still be living her
grandmother's life by then? What if she
was and she could never get home? But
right now she had to think as her grandmother – her eighteen year old
grandmother – would have thought.
'That would be
lovely,' she said smiling. George's face
went pink with pleasure.
'Wonderful,' he
said.
As they arranged
what time George would come to pick her up, Anna realised she didn't know where
Muriel lived. Fortunately, Harriet was
approaching them with a conciliatory expression on her face.
'Hello, Harriet,'
Anna said. 'George and I were just
arranging to get together next week, but you know how silly I am, I've
forgotten my address.' George looked
surprised, so Anna added swiftly, 'Oh it's terrible. I've got such a bad
memory.'
Harriet looked
exasperated, but said nothing and dictated the address to George as he wrote it
down in a pocket note book. He then
excused himself to go and talk to a friend he'd just seen and Anna got a chance
to talk to Harriet. Before Anna could
say anything, Harriet said hurriedly,
'I'm so sorry
about tonight Muriel. I've been
perfectly horrid to you, and I should have been a better friend. Then maybe none of this would have happened.'
'What wouldn't
have happened?' Anna asked, puzzled.
'Your drinking
problem,' Harriet said bluntly. Anna
wondered what to say next. She didn't
want to give her grandmother a bad name.
What if her behaviour tonight was going to cause Muriel's life to turn
out differently, for the worse? If she
wasn't careful, she could ruin her grandmother's chances forever. So she said slowly,
'I'm not an
alcoholic, Harriet. But I was nervous
about tonight, so I had a little too much to drink, but only a little, that's
all. I'm just a bit tipsy.'
Harriet
sighed. 'All right, Muriel. Maybe I'm overreacting to your
behaviour. But you must admit you've
been behaving rather strangely.' It was
Anna's turn to sigh. She wished she
could explain to Harriet about not being who she appeared to be but, seeing as
she looked just like her grandmother's younger self, that was not an option.
'I'm sorry too,
Harriet,' she said. 'I have been
behaving oddly tonight. I'm not feeling
myself, I've been nervous about what I've heard in the news about the war...'
'What war?'
Harriet asked sharply, interrupting her.
Damn, Anna thought. She was
forgetting again that the war hadn't started and it made her wonder what year
she was in right now. But she felt that
she owed it to the young Harriet to warn her about what was to come.
'The war in
Europe. It's coming,' she said, looking
at Harriet's disbelieving face, 'and we all need to be prepared.' Thankfully she didn't have to say anything
else because George had just reappeared.
Nodding, he said,
'Muriel's right,
Harriet. Hitler can't be allowed to
continue to invade other countries without expecting retribution.' Harriet's face took on a scared look.
'But Neville
Chamberlain seems to think that Hitler doesn't pose a problem,' she said
desperately.
'Well he's
wrong,' George replied grimly, 'and the sooner people realise that the
better.' Then, shaking his head, he
smiled, saying, 'But we don't have to think about that just yet do we? Muriel, would you care to dance again?'
Anna nodded
eagerly and followed George onto the dance floor once more. The time she was dancing with George seemed
to fly by and it was soon over. There
was another round of applause and then the announcement that the evening's
festivities had ended. They walked over
to Harriet, who was standing with a shy looking young man, with whom she'd been
dancing.
'Well I'd better
be going, Miss Wallace,' he said.
'Oh do call me
Harriet,' she insisted, blushing.
'H...Harriet
then,' he stammered. 'I'll see you on
Saturday at the Hampton's,' and so saying he walked away, leaving a beaming
Harriet. George looked amused.
'You've got an
admirer there, Harriet,' he said jovially, seeming to have forgiven her for
being a 'ninny'. Harriet blushed an even
deeper red, but said nothing. 'Muriel, I
must say goodbye for now,' he continued, 'but I'll see you on Thursday.'
'I'll look
forward to it,' Anna replied, quaking inside at the thought of possibly still
being here, in Gran's life. What if Grandad kissed her? What would she do
then? What if....? She shook hands with George and they said
their goodbyes. Then he was gone. As Anna looked after him, Harriet said,
'You're smitten
with him, aren't you? Can't say I blame
you though.'
'What about you
and that man you were talking to?' Anna retorted.
'Oh...well
actually, Sid Owen is wonderful,' Harriet said happily. 'I think he could be the one.'
Anna smiled,
pleased that Harriet was happy, but also saddened, because she knew the
future. Her grandmother had told her
that Sid had been killed in the war while he and Harriet were engaged. Harriet had been devastated and had never
married.
'Let's go and get
our coats,' she said, anxious to get back to the house she'd been in before,
and then maybe she'd make it home.
Fortunately, they didn't have to wait too long to collect their coats
and then it was a matter of waiting for their car to come and pick them up. After a few minutes, the car arrived and then
Anna had some time to think whilst Harriet chatted animatedly to the
driver. Yawning, Anna felt herself
drifting off. It had been a long day.
'We're here,
sleepy head,' Harriet said, nudging her painfully in the ribs.
'All right, all
right,' Anna replied, hauling herself out of the car. She wanted to get in the house as soon as
possible so she could get home to the present day.
'Have you got
someone to take you home?' Anna asked.
Harriet laughed.
'Of course I have
silly – you know this car is Father's.
I'll see you tomorrow at three thirty.
Or have you forgotten that?'
'No, no, I'll see
you then,' Anna said smiling, willing Harriet to go. Finally the car moved off. Once it had vanished out of sight, Anna
walked in to the house and over to the mirror she'd seen her reflection in
before. A strange thing happened. Although she wasn't moving her lips, as she
looked in the mirror, Anna saw her reflection mouthing the words 'Thank you
dear' at the same time as she heard a familiar voice speak the words in her
head. It was her grandmother speaking to
her. She was sure of it. Then, as
before, her surroundings blurred and changed.
As she rubbed her eyes, Anna saw that she was back in her own bedroom.
Phew, she
thought, but at the same time as she was relieved, she was also sad that she'd
never see her grandparents again, that in this reality they were gone. Taking off the gloves, she put them back into
their packaging and then into her chest of drawers.
'Goodbye Gran,'
she said and closed the drawer.
I thought this was a very polished story. I loved the theme which, although fantastic, was written in such a natural and matter-of-fact matter that the reader was happy to suspend disbelief. The characterisation was effective and I felt curious about the outcome and how Anna would deal with it. A modern woman would tend to use the odd cliche but I felt that there were perhaps one or two more than were necessary to get this across.
ReplyDeleteI especially liked the way in which the protagonist was able to gently provide a wider context by referring to the political situation and Harriet's future without being in any way heavy-handed ot obvious.
A lovely read for a Sunday afternoon.